Going to Sleep
I’ve written several morbid posts in the past few hours and quite a few people have been kind enough to write comments. I’ve read all your comments. I would like to respond to them individually, but I’m suddenly feeling incredibly tired. Sleep couldn’t hurt how I feel, so I’m going to take advantage of that. I don’t want anyone to be alarmed if I stop writing, so I just thought I’d say I’m going to go to bed now.
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I hope your sleep is healing. x
Get some sleep and wake up with gusto. I’d love to be “almost 50” again. That would give me another 10 years. Think of it. You have 10 years of fun ahead of you that I don’t have. Make a point of loving every hour of it, starting NOW.
I’ve been thinking about you….told my husband about your thoughts and he has been worried about you too. You are not alone in this world, others care and are willing to help. Sleep now and let us help when you are awake.